Every time I lay in bed alone after we spent time together I feel so empty
Pirates don’t cry.
Well, at least I try not to.
I wish I was something special.
I am so sick of waiting for you, not knowing what you feel for me. I like you, I really do. But I am so sick of being lonely and I need you to be there for me, but you aren’t. I just want to spend time with you, kiss you. I don’t think you would understand, I don’t think I am something special for you. I wish I was.
This guy I’ve been telling you about makes me so happy. He came around to mine after school today and we walked home together. At mine we cuddled and I forgot about all the stuff I wanted to ask him, to tell him; I even forgot to put on music! I laid there, curled up while he laid behind me, pettin my neck. Just thinking of it makes my tummy turn around and my head go bubbly. Just the way he looks at me, the way he messes up my hair and how I hear him breath behind me makes me happy.
Okay so I met this guy. And he is the cutest thing ever. But I have to leave in 3 weeks. I want to take him home. I want to kiss him, i want to make him smile night & day and make him mine and do everything for him he wants me to do. Whenever he texts me, or when I see him and he smiles at me I get this weird feeling in my tummy. I just want to be with him.